

Podcast with Pål-Esben Wanvig and Amina Bergliot Monsen
The Journey to Self-Realization
A primordial shamanic journey of development back to your true nature
Honest conversations about the most courageous journey a human being can embark on: the journey back to yourself.
I make the podcast together with Amina, who herself began as a student at Yggdrasil Shamanic School. Starting from her story, we explore trauma, fear, identity crisis and the path to the heart and real joy in life, and how primordial shamanic insights and techniques can change a perfectly ordinary life.
More than 40 episodes in five seasons, with a new theme for each season: the Path of the Heart, life and death, shamanic magic, the path to spiritual enlightenment and answers to questions from listeners. You need no prior knowledge, and all the episodes are free. The conversations are recorded in Norwegian and are also available in English, voiced by our digital avatars, with full transcripts.
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Episode 1
Begin with Amina’s story

Amina tells the story of her path from a life marked by violence, trauma and fear to calm and meaning, and of what happened when she began to work with herself at Yggdrasil Shamanic School. The conversation sets the tone for the whole podcast: honest, personal and straight to the point.
Season 1 · Amina’s Transformational Journey – From Trauma to Freedom · In English, voiced by our digital avatars, with the full transcript
Latest episodes
Just out
The latest episodes in English, each with the full transcript. While a season is running, a new episode usually comes out every week.
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Episode 48 – Hallucinogens – What Psychedelic Substances Can Heal, and Why They Cannot Take You to Oneness
On a summer evening on a coastal path, a friend offered Amina some mushroom tea and told her she might see strange figures, or people with elephant heads. Instead she spent hours…
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Episode 47 – The New Earth – Is Humanity in a Shift of Consciousness?
When Amina first came to Pål-Esben, she smiled, had done her hair and make-up, and did not bring up her problems in the first conversations: she had come to learn shamanism. But…
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Episode 46 – Aliens and the Origin of Humanity – Where Do We Really Come From?
A few years ago, Amina dated a man who could live with all the alternative things she was into, until the subject of aliens came up. That, he said, was where she…
All the episodes
Season by season
Each season has its theme, and the episodes build on each other. You can begin from the start or go straight to what interests you.
Season 1
The Path of the Heart
Amina’s own story opens the podcast. Then we go through the nine pillars for walking the Path of the Heart: nature’s healing rhythms, changing relationships, love and values, perfectionism and the need to be right, the soul’s intention and life mission, soul mates and karmic relationships, and how one choice can change everything.
12 episodes · April to May 2025 · all in English, with transcripts
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Episode 1 – Amina’s Transformational Journey – From Trauma to Freedom
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Episode 2 – The Healing Power of Nature and the Spiritual Foundation
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Episode 3 – The Price of Change – When Change Tests Your Relationships
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Episode 4 – Discover the Path of the Heart – The First Three Pillars of True Love
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Episode 5 – Living from the Heart – How to Build Values and an Optimistic Outlook on Life
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Episode 6 – From Stuck to Free – How to Heal the Almighty Syndrome
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Episode 7 – Healing Perfectionism – When 80 Percent Is More Than Good Enough
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Episode 8 – Become a Master of Understanding and Living Out Nature’s Healing Rhythms
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Episode 9 – What Does Your Soul Really Want, Why Is It Here, and How Do You Find Your Life Mission?
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Episode 10 – Gaia: The Elite University of Souls – An In-Depth Conversation About Life as the Soul’s Training Ground
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Episode 11 – Soul Friends, Soul Family, Karmic Relationships and the Great Misunderstanding About Twin Souls
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Episode 12 – How One Choice Can Change Everything – And Why the Heart’s Rhythm Is the Key to Freedom, Meaning and Joyfulness
Season 2
Life and death
The fear of darkness and evil, mental health and diagnoses, fear of death, primal fear and the nervous system, and what happens when we die. The season ends with a summary of the conversations about anxiety and fear.
6 episodes · May to June 2025 · all in English, with transcripts
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Episode 13 – The Fear of the Dark, Demons and Evil: Illusion or Reality? The Nature of Fear: When the Darkness Within You Takes Shape
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Episode 14 – Mental Health and Shamanism. From Diagnosis to Freedom and Balance. ADHD, Anxiety, Low Mood and Restlessness – Find the Way Home to Yourself
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Episode 15 – Death Anxiety and the Fear of Death – When Everything Falls Apart and the Soul Demands Change: How to Come Back to Life
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Episode 16 – Primal Anxiety, Fear-Driven Shamanism and the Nervous System – How to Find Your Way Back to Safety Within Yourself
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Episode 17 – What Happens When We Die? A Shamanic Exploration of Death, Life and the Soul’s Journey
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Episode 18 – Integration and Insight – A Summary and New Insights from the Recent Episodes on Anxiety and Fear
Season 3
Shamanic magic
When the shaman’s magic meets modern science: shamanic magic, runes and rune magic, karma and synchronicity, relapse as a key to deep growth, soul hunting and the eight primordial shamanic seasonal rituals.
8 episodes and a winter greeting · September to November 2025 · all episodes in English, with transcripts
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Episode 19 – Alchemy Between Two Worlds: When the Shaman’s Magic Meets Modern Science
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Episode 20 – Shamanic Magic – The Gateway Between the Visible and the Invisible
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Episode 21 – Runes and Rune Magic – Our Hidden Magical Heritage
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Episode 22 – Karma – The Choices That Shape Your Life
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Episode 23 – Karmic and Dharmic Synchronicity: The Invisible Rules of the Game That Govern Your Life
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Episode 24 – Relapse in a Process of Development – Why It Is a Key to Deep Growth
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Episode 25 – Soul Hunting – Reuniting with the Lost Parts of Yourself
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Episode 26 – The 8 Primordial Shamanic Seasonal Rituals – Nature’s Path to Deep Transformation
Season 4
The path to spiritual enlightenment
The longest season: what spiritual enlightenment is and is not, the second birth, the shamanic death, shortcuts that do not work, the chakras as stages of development, experiences of Unity, why you need a guide, the last stronghold of the ego, Atman and Brahman, the three skills on the path, a guest special with three fellow students, the nine pitfalls and a summary, before a summer greeting about the sun, Gaia and your inner soul fire.
17 episodes and an Easter greeting · January to July 2026 · all episodes in English, with transcripts
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Episode 27 – Spiritual Enlightenment – What It Is, and What It Is Not
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Episode 28 – The Second Birth
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Episode 29 – Shamanic Death and the Dark Night of the Soul
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Episode 30 – Shortcuts to Enlightenment That Don’t Work – and the Path That Truly Leads Home
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Episode 31 – The Journey of Development from the 1st to the 7th Chakra
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Episode 32 – Experiences of Oneness and the Way Home
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Episode 33 – Why You Need a Guide on the Path to Oneness
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Episode 34 – Why the Path to Oneness Should Be Your Top Priority
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Episode 35 – The Soul Dreams – and You Think It’s Reality. The Soul’s Journey to Oneness
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Episode 36 – Different Paths to Oneness and Spiritual Enlightenment
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Episode 37 – The Ego’s Last Stand – When the Ego Becomes Spiritual
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Episode 38 – Atman, Brahman, the Meditation Process
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Episode 39 – The 3 Skills on the Path to Oneness
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Episode 40 – Guest Special – Three Fellow Students on Life After Experiences of Oneness
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Episode 41 – The 9 Pitfalls That Stop Most People on the Path to Freedom
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Episode 42 – The Primordial Shamanic Path to Oneness – A Summary
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Episode 43 – The Sun, Gaia and Your Inner Soul Fire
Season 5
Answers to questions from listeners
The season running now. Amina and I answer questions from listeners, first about natural disasters, empathy and sensitivity, and about the cycles everything moves in. If you have a question you would like us to take up, you can send it via the contact page.
Running · from September 2026 · in English, with transcripts
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Episode 44 – Natural Disasters, Empathy and Sensitivity – Do You Have to Carry the World’s Suffering?
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Episode 45 – Everything Moves in Cycles – How Do We Meet a Changing World?
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Episode 46 – Aliens and the Origin of Humanity – Where Do We Really Come From?
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Episode 47 – The New Earth – Is Humanity in a Shift of Consciousness?
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Episode 48 – Hallucinogens – What Psychedelic Substances Can Heal, and Why They Cannot Take You to Oneness
About the podcast
Student and teacher, side by side
Amina Bergliot Monsen began the basic training at Yggdrasil Shamanic School and thought it would be a simple course. It became the start of a longer journey, which she tells about in episode 1. In the podcast she asks the questions many listeners have, starting from her own process.
I myself am the engineer who became a shaman, and I have taught primordial shamanism since 2004. In the conversations I share what I have experienced through more than twenty years with my own students and clients, explained so that you can try it yourself.
We do not ask you to believe in anything. We talk about what we have experienced ourselves, and let you feel what rings true for you. The podcast is made in collaboration with the Norwegian health and lifestyle magazine Medium.
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The journey begins with one conversation.
Choose an episode that speaks to you, and see where it takes you. You listen when it suits you, at your own pace.
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